secret #2 and a few statements

Secret #2: I pay people I don't like in all change. One of my favorite things I did today was paying for a crappy buffet in all change. Terrible service, so terrible evil.

Things that need to be said. I hate when older people try and be charitable to me. If I needed something, I'd ask for it! My luck knows no bounds. Won another gift card today. I'm in pain. My shoulders and back will be the death of me.

secret #1

Secret of the day: I don't want to give up my craziness and settle down. I'm dating a wonderful man, but I still have flings on the side. Is this wrong? Probably. I don't want to stop though, I enjoy it. I enjoy the feeling of being begged for attention, for a touch. Maybe I'm power hungry? Possibly. Second post, so I wonder if I should be doing this, especially since Jacob is going to see this at the end of the month. I don't know if I should tell him I love you in the same post that I'm saying I don't want to settle down. 

1st Blog, an introduction

Well, I've done it. I've broken down and now I'm posting a blog for all to see... well, mostly. There's so much of my life that people only know little parts about. I'm a secret keeper. For myself and for my friends. I know things about everyone, yet I keep myself so hidden. Not even the man I love knows all of me. perhaps that a problem, I'm the 20 year old with a million secrets. I think this will be a place to tell these secrets, although I'm not sure who I'll let see this then. Maybe, eventually, everyone will know me. Is it sad that I hope no one I know ever sees this? But I digress. This is an introduction to me. A true honest completely whole Hannah May. I'm 20 years old, going to school for Interior Design at the local community college. I'm living with my family in a town in Arizona. As much as I hate it, we live on an acre and 1/4 with sheep, chickens, a cat a dog and my bunny. I love 2 living things more than anything else in this world, My Jacob and My Bunny. I think that's all for right now, farwell!